Still here...

I'm sorry if you've been checking back to this site with any regularity. I haven't been posting much over the last couple of months. I'm hoping to change that and post more regularly. Actually I'm not sure if many people are out there or not, but even if this is just a 'lone blog in the woods', I still enjoy posting to it, laying out what has been going on in my life and trying to maybe make sense of it. In case you haven't heard through other means the main, sad thing that's happened in my life is that Amelia and I have separated. It has been hard of course but even then I don't think I have been the one who has endured the most pain in it. I sometimes wish that I were a different person and that I could change my character to act a different way, but in the end I just seem to be myself and I think that eventually caught up with me.